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07:57pm 29/04/2004
mood: cold
I've not been doing anything since France. I mean, I've been going to classes because I can't forget classes, but...
I don't know. I feel dead. I talked to the Grey Lady. She insists I'm not. I still feel empty. Broken. I've not even talked to Lily. I can't see her without thinking about France and I never ever want to think about France again.
I've not even written my parents.
I go to class and I go to eat and then I do my homework. I play with my cat. She's worried about me. I know she is. There's nothing to worry about.
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02:11pm 09/03/2004
  Found it! Found this stupid bloody thing, I had no idea where it was. Stupid Sophocles hid it. Bad kitty.

School work, hiding, friends...
Megs, you still speaking to me?
08:07pm 04/02/2004
  Everyone's so sick. It's like almost the entire school is ill. Well, that's not true. With a few exceptions all the purebloods are fine. That's....strange.  
11:50pm 09/01/2004
mood: scared
Oh, fuck, Jamie, what were you thinking? You fucking hate ice skating.

I'm with him now if anyone needs me. Not that he notices. Oh, Merlin, Jamie. Please, no one need me.
03:49am 07/01/2004
  Bertha Jorkins can go to hell.
Mean bint's never had a friend in her life so she can't understand two friends hugging. Pyscho. I'm livid.
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12:17am 03/01/2004
  I'm offically James Potter's girlfriend now.And am no longer a virgin Merlin preserve me.

I've had a lot of fun, we've played games, went ice skating, ate far too much food- though I'm making dinner for all the Potters tomorrow, which should be fun. Shut up, Ludo. I think I can, I think I can. If I manage to bugger it up (and I probably will) then I'll order carry out and pretend I cooked it. Lie for me, Jamie.

Jamie's parents are lovely. I wish I could say the same for his neighbors. 'Child bearing hips' indeed!

I hope everyone else is having as great an end of break as me!
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07:54pm 31/12/2003
  Just got home from Ludo's. Ludo is wonderful. He's sweet, he's funny, and he cooks! Very well! Lucky Megs. I've adopted Ludo as another big brother.
We had a lot of fun, we cooked, we skated, we didn't fly because I'm bollacks at it, we had snow ball fights, we buried Otto in the snow...lots of fun.
Ah! Am so tired, but I must go to Lily's! Happy New Year.
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07:31pm 29/12/2003
  Partied with some friends from Beauxbatons last night. We went to a club in muggle London. We all got rather smashed, I'm afraid. Bad us. My friend Clara is a bad influence on me. It was amusing, I got dressed to go, pink skirt, white sweater, and she laughed at me. She said oh no. So I ended up wearing leather pants, a black tank shirt (it was cold, damn Clara), and she put eye makeup on me. Luke said it was 'rad' and Paul said it looked like I'd been mauled by Cleopatra. I had fun though.
We danced a lot. Not disco obviously, because disco frightens me. We went to some sort of punk club. I danced with a boy with blue hair. And one with green hair. And one with spikey orange hair who wore a kilt. It was a lot of fun, I love to dance.
I miss Clara while I'm at school. And David, and Marie, and Sally, and Patrick, and all of my friends from home. All of them go to Beauxbatons, curses! Why are all of my friends FRENCH?
Anyway. I had a lot of fun. I hope everyone else is too.
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09:19am 24/12/2003

Ludo mate, we must go ice skating. Soon. And kidnap Megs so she's not stuck with Kirley the whole of the hols.
My nephew is adorable. And he wants to play not with Auntie M.
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10:01pm 20/12/2003
mood: happy
I'm glad to be home. Luke confiscated Sophocles and I have every expectation of not seeing her until I go back to school. He was really happy with one of her kittens. He named her Aristotle. We have philosopher cats. It's very cute. I hope all of Sophocles other kittens are okay?
My older brother is bringing my nephew home tomorrow to stay until Christmas. This'll be his first christmas since his mother died. He's only 4 though. We hope he'll be okay with it.
Ahhh, my brother is tearing me away for him to trounce me horribly at quidditch. I'm a bad flyer. Really bad. Bad, bad, bad. Twice since I've gotten home, then three times beating me at poker. And my dad with chess...let us never speak of it.
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03:35pm 13/12/2003
mood: pissed off

You both are in SO much trouble.

[Lily and Remus only]Collapse )

All gryffindors are insane. I've decided. All of you. Horomonal basket cases.
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04:35pm 10/12/2003
mood: excited
Oh wow! Skates! How very, very awesome! I love them! Thank you, Secret Santa, whoever you may be!
Anyone want to go skating with me?
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10:19pm 09/12/2003
mood: chipper
I think the mistletoe adds a nice festive air to the halls. And it's the season to be...decking the halls, right?
I'm having a lot of fun with Ludo, he's a doll. Snowball fights with him and Meghan!They're so cute
I need to have tea with Remus though. We've not had tea and chocolate in so long.
Sirius still needs to have his nails painted. I've not forgotten boy-o.
Peter, we need to study soon, please? I'm bollacksing up my transfiguration again.
Right then.
And Jamie Potter, keep your mouth shut about the mistletoe!
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01:06pm 04/12/2003
  I'm enjoying this innerhouse exchange. All the Ravenclaws and Hufflepuffs seem to be enjoying the exchange too.
And Meg and Ludo are very cute amusing. I'm having a lot of fun, but even though Peter's wonderful and still tutoring me in Transfiguration (I'm getting it!), I'm starting to mess up in Potions. How? Why? I'm a Ravenclaw for Merlin's sake.
This is just riduclous.
I hope Lily and Remus are okay. I worry about them. And about James right now. He wants...his hair cute. James Potter's hair. Wow. Talk about a lost cause
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03:49pm 30/11/2003
  Rabastan Lestrange, you little bastard. I know you did this to my hair. If you hadn't been such an manipulative arse, I wouldn't have taken your journal in the first place! Though you deserved it for that foul thing you said, you little cretin.  
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03:16pm 22/11/2003
mood: hopeful
Well, that was...interesting. The party tonight should be ...very interesting. I wish Remus were coming. I wish Amy were coming. I wish everyone were coming and everyone could quit fighting. I hope Lily has a good time. Lily's a darling- so sweet! I hope she and Severus have a good time. I hope Sirius doesn't do anything awful to Rabastan. I hope there are no quarrels tonight.
I hope Peter and I dance a lot.

Peter, do you want me to come and bring your presents, you come here, or we meet somewhere?
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11:56pm 20/11/2003
mood: Freak OUT!
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05:31pm 15/11/2003
mood: depressed
I can't believe this all has happened.
Amy, I'm so sorry. I'll be with you, obviously.
Remus, darling, it will end up alright. I promise.
School seems so secondary to all of this chaos. I want to be bored in History of Magic again.

I just want to fly away.
04:07pm 09/11/2003
mood: cranky
Merlin's Beard. Holy Fuck. wow. I just...wow.
Sirius Black, I will kick your arse from here to eternity. Okay, not entirely true, since I'm a bit short to reach your ass, but the sentiment is there. I've talked to Remus and I Will be talking to you so you'd better have a good fucking explaination.
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10:24am 07/11/2003
mood: nervous
I'm glad everything's getting back to normal around here. My stomach flu that apparently was such a cause of upset is on the decline. It wasn't anything else, nope, not at all. What a silly idea. I'm afraid Remus might be getting ill, however. He's looking a bit peakish again.
James and Sirius I feel safe wishing you good luck during your game- you won't need it, but you have my good wishes anyway. When Ravenclaw plays however...er...Megs would have my head if I wished you well during that game.
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